Saturday, October 01, 2005

I'm paranoid

I am so afraid of losing another one of my kids. I am up, unable to sleep, because I'm afraid of them dying from Avian flu. (Princess and Turbo have colds). I'm in a state of terror most of the time. We have been on only one date since February mostly because I'm afraid if I leave the kids, I'll get back and one of them will have died. The whole world is danger.


At 7:08 AM, Blogger Lone Star Ma said...

Even not having gone through such a loss, I'm scared of the avian flu, too. I think it is totally normal for you to feel that way about every danger considering. I expect you will one day be braver than everyone else, having survived what the rest of us fear so much we don't even like to think about it. In the meantime, we love you. Our prayers are with you every, every day.

At 2:52 PM, Blogger gojirama said...

I don't know- I don't know if I'll ever feel braver.

Your love and prayers mean so much.

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